Ye Tanha Dil...

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Khwaab...

Khwaab tute hue dil dukhaate rahe,
der taq voh hume yaad aate rahe,
kaat lee aansuon me judaai ki raat,
sher kehte rahe, gane gungunaate rahe...

Tere jalwe paraaye hue magar gum nahi,
ye tassalli bhi apne liye kam nahi,
humne tumse kiya tha jo wafa ka vaada,
saans jab taq chali , hum nibhaate rahe...

Kisko mujrim kahein ab karein kya gilaa,
rishta tuta na unki na meri thi razaa,
apni qismat me kabhi voh thi hi nahi,
khwaab palko pe jiske sajaate rahe...

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

...nahin karta

Lafzon se mein kuchh bhi izhaar nahin karta
Is ka matlab yeh nahi mein usse pyaar nahin karta
Chahta hoon mein usey aaj bhi magar
Ab pyaar apna jataaya nahin karta
Tamasha na ban jaye kahin meri sacchi mohobbat ka
Isliye dard apna zaahir nahin karta
Jo kuch mila hai usi mein khush hun mein
Uske liye khuda se baar baar taqraar nahin karta
Par kuch to baat hai iski fitrat mein zalim warna
Usey chahne ki khata bar bar nahin karta...

Monday, May 29, 2006

Fir rula diya...

uski yaad ne mujhe phir rula diya,
kaisi hai vo zalim jisne ye sila diya..
do shabd likhne ka salika na tha mujhe,
aur aaj uski mohabbat ne shayar bana diya...

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Aisa yaar...

Beshsak thoda intzaar mila humko,
Magar khuda se badhkar yaar mila humko..
Tammanna na rahi kisi jannat ki ab,
Tumhaari dosti se wo pyaar mila humko...

Bool se bhi...

Bhool kar ke bhool se bhi gar koi bhool ho jaye humse,
To usey bhool samajh kar bhula dena..
Magar bhulaana sirf bhool ko,
Bhool se bhi kahin humein na bhula dena...
--- Fanah

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Ek he pal mein...

ek he pal mein unhone zindgi sanwaar de,
ek he pal mein unhone zindgi ujaard de..
kasoor unka nahi kasoor humaara tha,
jo do he palon mein humne zindgi guzaar de...

Myself at Ooty..

;) Hope people won't request to change this one atleast

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Dua humaari..

Duaon ki bheed mein ek dua hamari,
Jis mein maangi humne har khushi tumhari..
Jab bhi aap muskuraayein dil se,
Samjho dua kabool hui hamari...

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

I miss you...

You don't know
how much I miss you..
I live each day
as it comes
functioning in all my tasks
smiling when needed
even laughing at times
but inside I am so alone
each minute seems like an hour
each hour seems like a day
What makes this time bearable
are my thoughts of you...

Chup chaap...

Bhari mehfil mein tanha mujhe rehna sikha diya,
Tere pyar ne duniya ko jhoothha kehna sikha diya..
Kisi dard ya khushi ka ehsaas nahin hai ab to,
Sab kucch zindagi mein chup-chaap sehna sikha diya...

Monday, May 22, 2006

Iss dil ko...

Iss dil ko kisi ki aahat ki aas rehti hai..
Nigaah ko kisi soorat ki pyaas rehti hai..
Tere bina zindagi mein kami toh nahi,
Phir bhi tere bina zindagi udhaas rehti hai...

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Dard...

Dard ko na dekhiye dard se,
Dard ko bhi dard hota hai..
Dard ko bhi zaroorat hai pyar ki,
Aahir pyar mein dard hi toh hamdard hota hai...

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Khud ko...

Hoto pe hansee, par aakhen num rekhte hein,
koi jaan na le, isliye muskaraya karte hein,
Juda hokar bhi humein mohabbat ka ehsaas hai,
Isliye unko khuda aur khud ko bewafa kehte hain...

Mumkin nahin...

Jis shaam mere lab par tera naam na aaye,
Khuda kare aisi shaam na aaye;
E- jaane wafa, ye kabhi mumkin hi nahin,
Afsaana likhun aur tera naam na aaye...

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Yaadon ki dhund...

Yaadon ki dhund main teri parchai si lagti hai
Sannatay main goonjti hui shahnnai si lagti hai
Tum kareeb ho to apna pun hai, warna..
Seenain main saansain bhi parai si lagti hain...

God's own country...

7:30am bus or 8:00? The confusion still prevailed. Nevertheless I was heading for Jyoti circle and was sure to reach by 8:00 only. This left me with only one option.
It wasn’t the first time I was on my way to Kerala, God’s own country as they call it. I was surely excited for a number of reasons. It had left an enchanting effect during my last visit and the memories shot back as I boarded the express. Memories, most of them sweeter than the honey itself.
I had been to n number of places in India. Be it the barrens of Rajasthan, tribal jungles of Jharkhand (formerly Bihar) or the concretes of Metros including Bhopal, Jaipur, Indore and Gwalior. Needless to mention Delhi, Mumbai or Kolkata. From the violent Meerut & Gaya to the holy waters of Prayag (Allahabad) & Hrishikesh, I had seen it all. I just wonder what’s in this place that it seems to have cast a spell on me. Mangalore’s the place I can never forget throughout my lifetime no matter where I land up. Mangalore, a small city at the Border of Karnataka and Kerala. It’s now famous among my relatives ki “Mangalore aane wala aata apni marzi se hai aur…” If you are thinking about the continuation as “jaata Mangalore ki marzi se” to you are mistaken since “yahan aane wala jaa hi nahin paata hai”.
How true it was. From the window with my head rested over my hand, I could figure out the numerous coconut trees lined up like a huge army. Observing closely would make it clear that it’s more of a thousand windmills defying the mighty wind. It was cool morning breeze with a misty atmosphere and the Sun taking a back seat. A real romantic scene but only memories by the side. That familiar scent of the wet air always tests my capacity to control the emotions.
There was a loud screech of brakes to bring me back to earth. This was nothing new for the express buses here and the next moment it was again at the speed of 60. We moved into an open trench. Very much similar to the ones on the way to Jamshedpur (Jharkhand). Jamshedpur (built by the famous industrialist Ratan Jamshedji Tata), another cool place in the merit list for my taste for places. As a guy, you can very well judge a city by the babes out there at the market place. Surat (Gujarat), surely is in with close competition. Still Mangalore tops my chart coz it’s not always about the hot chicks but about what you discover. I had discovered something invaluable. Something called ‘Love’.
I was definitely in love with the city as people around say. Where can you both trek and surf? Where can you achieve both frolic and peace of mind at the same time? Yes it’s this place only.
By now we had already entered Kerala which was immaterial to me as it’s all the same. They point to the signboards or the writings on the shops while for me there wasn’t any difference in the font even. Kerala had been the largest share holder in the tourism industry for India (until recently when the post was taken over by Rajasthan).
After Uppala and Kumbla came Kasargod. The place I hear a lot about gold and jewelry. I took an auto and was surprised to see no meter around. When asked about the fare to Geeta theatre it came to just 10 bucks and all my concerns for being fooled out were gone as it’s supposed to be the minimum charge. Later I realized that you can go to the extreme end of Kasargod in Rs 10 itself :( Finally I arrived at a house wherein she was waiting. What all happened after that can be aptly explained with the following lines…

Kitni jaldi mulakat guzar jaati hai…
Pyaas bujhti nahin baarish guzar jaati hai…
Apni yadon se keh do is tareh na aaya karein,
Neend aati nahin raat guzar jaati hai…


--- Pramod

Monday, May 15, 2006

Hadd...

Dil diya, aetbaar ki hadd thi..
Jaan de di, ye mere pyaar ki hadd thi..
Mar kar bhi aankhein khuli reh gayin,
Aur kuchh nahin, ye tere intzaar ki hadd thi...

Give me back...

Give me your deepest morning hug
When the sun shines on our bed
Give me the strength of your love
All the words that you never said

Give me back my fantasy dreams with you
Touch me with the same soft caress of yours
Give me every moment that I shared with you
When all glumness flew off in a single whew

Give me those addictive warm smiles
the crescent of your shining rosy lips
Give me that tender look of sparkle eyes
Your moon face that drabbed the blue skies

Give me all those precious memories
fire of love that my heart always lights
Give me back the golden days of pure love...

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Shayad mujhe...

Zindagi jaise ek sazaa si ho gai hai,
Gum ke sagar mein is kadar kho gai hai,
Tum aa jaao vapis yeh gujaarish hai meri;
Shaayad mujhe, tumhaari aadat si ho gai hai...

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Ye zindagi...

yun to zindagi mein hazar wajeh hai muskuraney ke liye,
hum muskurate hain bus apna ghum chupaney ke liye..

buhat se hal e dil hain is zindagi mein sunaney ke liye,
magar zaban jab uthti hai to kuch na hota batane ke liye..

kisi ki aankhoo ki nami hoti hai hal e dil samjhaney ke liye,
sochtey hain kitne samandar hain is mein bahane ke liye..

zindagi mein buhat se ghum miltey hain saataney ke liye,
k ghum bhi zaroori hota hai is zindagi ke fasaane ke liye....

I wish...

I wish I could be your tear drop, for what more could anybody ask for then to be concieved in your heart, born in your eyes, live on your cheeks and die on your lips...

Kitni jaldi...

Kitni jaldi mulaakaat guzar jaati hai...
Pyaas bujhti nahin, barsaat guzar jaati hai...
Apni yaadon se keh do is tareh na aaya karein...
Neend aati nahin, raat guzar jaati hai...

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Ek chand sa dost...

E- khuda apne chand par gurur na kar!
Ek chand sa dost hum bhi rakhte hain..
Jab tareef hoti hai tumhare chand ki,
Log misaal mere dost ki diya karte hain!!

Monday, May 08, 2006

Love of my life..

You're the love of my life,
the one I never thought I'd find,
I think about you always,
I can't get you off my mind,

the days go by,
and you're not here,
I long for the moment,
when I can hold you near,

time drags on,
ever so slow,
I love you my darling,
and I need you so,

I wish you were here,
holding me close,
the warmth of your touch,
is what I miss the most,

I lie here in bed,
thinking of you,
I never imagined,
I could feel so blue,

these thoughts that I have,
they cut like a knife,
because I miss you so much,
the Love of my life...

Ye kaisa dard hai...

Na koi tasveer unki jo deedaar kiya jaye..
Na woh paas hein jo pyaar kiya jaye..
Ye kaisa dard diya hai usne..
Na kuchh kaha jaye na us bina jiya jaye...

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Can't live...

I searched through books,
and I leafed through cards..
For words that would convey,
what I had in my heart..
But when I sat down to write,
all I could write was,
I can't live without you...

Darte hein...

Zamane se nahi, tanhai se darte hein,
Pyaar se nahi, ruswaai se darte hein,
Milne ki umaang bahut hai dil mein,
Lekin milne ke baad ki judaai se darte hein...

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Ab hum...

Ab hum haseenon ka deedar nahin karte,
Haal-e-dil kisi pe zahir nahin karte...
Yaadon se hi rishta reh gaya humara,
Aansu aa kar bhi sharmsaar nahin karte...

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

I dream of you...

So restless at night, when I dream of you
I open my eyes, hoping it came true.
It didn’t again so with tears in my eyes
I hold my pillow to soften the cries.

But distance means nothing in love that’s true
And though I long for one touch from you.
I squeeze that pillow while we’re apart,
You still hold me, you still hold my heart...

Aapse...

Koi gila koi shikva na rahe aapse,
Ye aarzu hai ek silsila rahe aapse...
Bus is baat ki badi ummeed hai,
Khafa na hona gar hum khafa rahein aapse...

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Remember me...

When life's a struggle
And the world gets you down
Just remember the one
Who turned your life around

When you think no one cares
And no one could understand
He will be here waiting
Just to hold your hand

When you feel so neglected
And you feel so alone
You feel so unwanted
In every fiber of your bones

Remember the one
Who told you he cared
The one who promised you
To hold you when your scared

Remember the times
That you cried together
And somehow just doing that
Made everything seem better

So if tomorrow morning you wake up
And the darkness doesn't let you see
Just Remember the one who loved you
Just Remember Me...

Tujhe yaad karenge...

Tamanaon mein bhi tujhe yaad karenge...
Teri har baat par aetbaar karenge....
Tujhe milne ko to nahin kahenge...
Par phir bhi tera intezaar karenge...

Humne maanga...

Humne maanga saath unka,
Wo judaai ka ghum de gaye...
Hum yadon ke sahare ji lete,
Wo bhool jaane ki kasam de gaye...

Monday, May 01, 2006

Kuchh is kadar...

Kuchh is kadar wo mujhe yaad aati hai,
Hothon pe hunsi, aankhon mein aansu saath laati hai...
Jitna bhulaoon usey, utna wo mujhe sataati hai,
Meri har ik aah par wo ji bhar muskaati hai...
Aasaan nahin us bin jeena, har pal yahi jataati hai,
Yahan, wahan, jahan dekhoon bus wo hi nazar aati hai...
Kuchh is kadar wo mujhe yaad aati hai...
- PS Ashiq

Tera naam...

Ret par naam koi kabhi likhte nahin,
Ret par likhe naam kabhi tik-te nahin...
Sab kehte hein patthar dil ho tum,
Par patthar pe likhe naam kabhi mit-te nahin...